#vg: xiumin

[an-annyeoing-writer]

Xiumin x Reader: tender weakness.

➢ Genre: domestic fluff, established relationships

➢ Rating: +13

➢ Warnings: none

➢ Word count: 1 223

➢ Release date: 21st Dec. 2022

➢ It's actually hard to find Minseok GIFs now. You have to scroll a lot. Makes me a bit sad... Min needs more love, okay? Let's provide.

Although some statistical sources reasoned that working online during the quarantine decreased the productivity of employees by even as much as forty percent, you had an impression that ever since employers realized that working from home is a thing, your husband had been spending long evening hours in front of the computer, even despite having his full shift at work already extended by an hour or two almost every day. Such was the life of a corporate employee, and you were aware that the higher up the career ladder, the more busy it would become. Over the years, you learned to accept the state of things, and you tried to stand behind your husband at all times, supporting him as well as you could and making sure to have a rather objective look as to when a lot becomes too much.

And it was a moment like this, you could tell easily.

Minseok’s face, lightened up with the yellow table lamp on the side and intense, blue-ish light of the screen, was tense, with dark circles around his sunken eyes even deeper than on usual. Your beloved did his best to take care of his body, never staying up longer just to entertain the evening, accepting the healthiest meals you prepared with gratitude, even if they weren’t always the tastiest – you were still learning. So, when such obvious signs of fatigue became apparent on his silhouette, you knew that it was about the time to cut it short.

“Min, you need a break” you stated after a minute or two of observing him work in his office room, because you had an impression he didn’t notice you until you spoke.

The man looked up at you, clearly a bit startled to see you, confirming your suspicion.

“Yeah, soon, sorry, I need to finish this” he stated calmly. His lips looked dry.

You couldn’t do much; a job like his was not something you could easily maneuver. But it was Thursday, meaning tomorrow would be Friday, and then there would be weekend, and you would certainly make sure to get him back into shape with a lot of sleep, good food, and some physical activity that would surely boost his morale.

You left the room, but came back a few minutes later with a very big glass of lemon water – if you couldn’t get him to sleep, you needed to at least keep him hydrated for the time being. It was when you leaned over his shoulder, curiously peeking at his work files, was that you ran your fingers over his forehead, tenderly brushing his hair to the side – and you realized that he was burning up.

“You have a fever” you said, a bit harsher than you planned to, so you forced your voice to calm down. “Did you notice?”

You stood at his side, and he straightened himself in the chair, leaning his head into your stomach, at which you put hand on top of his head.

“Yeah… But I’ll be done soon, and I’ll get some rest after, okay?”

“I’ll fetch you some meds. Try to postpone stuff if you can, they should understand.”

He nodded, reaching to hold your hand and pressing a chaste kiss into your fingers.

“Love you” you whispered, brushing his cheek with your thumb.

He returned the confession with an even softer voice, and you took it as a cue to leave him for now. At least, you had an excuse to check on him every few minutes or so. You brought him some medicine, followed by an effervescent vitamin tablet once he drank up his lemon water.

It did happen before, it was bound to happen once in a while. It was more than likely that a bit of rest would be sufficient to get him back into shape, but you knew that time was not something he had the luxury of. So you decided to do all you could to make the process easier: preparing his clothes for the next day, as well as pajamas, meals, and everything else you could do to decrease his workload a little. An air humidifier with essential oils may not have been something you believed would cure him, but since you knew it could help him relax and sleep better, you decided to also give it a go.

It was a bit past ten when you heard Minseok leave the shower and walk towards your shared bedroom. You were casually scrolling through your phone, already laid under the cozy duvet, when he sat down in front of you, letting out a small sigh. You put your phone on the bedside drawer, preparing to give him your undivided attention from then on.

“I’m tired” he admitted with a small smile.

“No wonder” you huffed, pushing the bedsheets away so he could find his place among them, next to you. A heating pad you put in there made the space warm for him to join, and he laid down, facing you. You took it as a cue to lay similarly, and the two of you just stared at each other for a few moments.

“Do you think I’ll get sick from this?” he asked.

“Why ask me? You know better how you feel, no?”

“I feel like you know me better than I know myself” he admitted with a small smile.

You pondered on it for a short moment.

“Yeah, I think you may get sick, but you should be okay in a few days” you admitted honestly. Maybe he was right – you were the one to take care of him almost at all times, after all.

Your husband let out a chuckle at the confidence in your statement.

“I took a day off tomorrow, so…”

You let out a dramatic gasp.

“Don’t tell me, you’re starting to realize what’s good for your health? Come on, I’ll lose my job if you keep going.”

His cheeks reddened even through the fever giving them a slight flush. You reached out and touched his face, tenderly brushing your thumb over his skin.

“Thank you, though” you said. “I appreciate that I won’t need to worry for you all day long. I unfortunately still have to work. But don’t worry, I’ll leave everything for you, so just stay in bed, eat, drink, and don’t watch too much TV or your head will hurt” you instructed thoughtfully.

“Ah, how do you know it’ll hurt? You really know me too well” he whined, laughing through the embarrassment that made his face even darker.

You covered your mouth, realizing your laughter is starting to get out of hand. But you noticed that, despite the cheerful atmosphere between the two of you, Minseok’s eyes were starting to slip closed every few seconds or so, and he pulled the duvet over his shoulder so much that it almost covered his face, as to provide him as much warmth as possible.

“You should go to sleep” you whispered, slowly easing him into the night.

The man nodded, his eyes finally closing as you put your hand on his cheek, slow, steady movements lulling him into sleep faster than normally, and his body finally relaxing.

“Don’t worry about anything.” Your voice barely audible, you made sure it would not disturb his slumber. “I’ll take care of you, always. Good night.”

[an-annyeoing-writer]

How do people get recognition on this forsaken platform

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always proud of myself when i manage to list all exo members without leaving anyone out

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Just randomly realized I think I already wrote that

I wanna write a sugar daddy fic but it's vampire!AU and it's all about trading blood

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You felt like waiting took you ages. You sat in your bed, keeping your phone on the highest volume, ignoring the notifications that echoed way too loudly for your liking, because you knew that at any moment, there could be a call that you waited for since the very moment you woke up on this day.

It was stressful, the waiting had no end. You focused all your power of will on being patient, although you wished you could just take the damned device and make the call yourself. You couldn’t even make yourself eat or take a shower, because it seemed too long, and the chance of missing the call was not something you could allow on this day.

And finally, around noon, the call came. The phone was in your hands for a few hours already, and you stared at it for a few moments, as if still not believing that it’s finally there. But Xiumin’s name displayed on the screen gave you no doubts.

“Minseok!” 

There was a sound of shuffling for a few long seconds before his voice finally could be heard.

“Ah, [F/n]? Are you there?”

“Minseok!” you yelled again, and he laughed softly in response.

“Missed me?”

You couldn’t help tears coming into your eyes.

“It’s been weeks since the last time I heard you... And months since I’ve seen you... Of course I missed you, idiot... I missed your voice...” 

“I missed yours, too. Are you doing well?”

“No. Because you’re not here. It hasn’t even been one year, but it feels like a decade. I feel like I may go crazy here, when can you come back...”

“Soon. Soon, I promise. I’m working on getting some days off next month.”

“You’re so cruel...”

A quiet chuckle.

“Am I?”

You sighed deeply.

“No... I just wish I was there with you. Even if I was to do all these things you do. I wish you could share them with me. I miss you so much. It’s all different when you’re not here. How can I handle it for such a long time?”

“[F/n].” 

You stopped blabbering and waited for a few long seconds, slowly calming down your breath, because you couldn’t help the quiet sobbing escaping you at this rate.

“I-I’m sorry... I got too emotional...” 

“Don’t apologize. [F/n].” Minseok’s voice was calm; you felt like it was the last string keeping you sane. You could only imagine how he felt himself, but he made himself stay strong, unlike you. “You need to know, you are my everything. My moonlight, my milkyway, my everything. You don’t know how much I wish I was with you right now. But please, don’t cry. It’s breaking my heart. I’ll come back, don’t doubt it. But I need you to wait for me. Can you do that? Can you wait for me?" 

You sniffed, feeling a bit pathetic with how it all turned out. But you couldn’t blame yourself, to be honest. After the weeks that passed since the last phone call, all the emotions started spilling out all at once and there was no way to contain them.

“I don’t know if I can” you admitted. But after a short moment of silence, before Minseok could say anything more, you added, “but I’ll try, I’ll do my best. Just please, please... come home soon.”

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vampire!Xiumin x Reader: feeding habits.

Wordcount: 1 989

For @banaani-mins! It didn’t exactly go as the prompt said, but hope you enjoy nonetheless lmao

It was the sound of knocking to your door that woke you up from the nap.

You moved slowly; your limbs were a tad sore and you felt like you’ll fall back asleep if you don’t get a coffee ASAP. Although you knew it won’t work for long; you’ve been exhausted these days, but it’s not like you could help it. It’s alright, you can pull through, you’ll finish the college and then find a stable job and you won’t have to sell your health off anymore. 

You glanced at the clock hanging on the wall and panicked instantly, and when the knocking echoed again, you shot up, running to the door, almost losing balance in the hallway, but getting there and opening the door quickly.

“Sorry, sorry! I was taking a nap and lost track of time” you explained yourself, before the man standing in front of you could even say anything.

Minseok tilted his head to the side, smiling politely.

“It’s alright” he announced calmly and you let out a sigh.

Even though the deal between the two of you was completely business-like at first, you found yourselves getting closer to each other as the time passed. Relationships like these often created friendships, if both parts were willing, of course; in the world where vampires lived among humans, there was nothing weird in it anymore. Although the deal wasn’t exactly legal, it was the most convenient for vampires, and for you – a college student – it was an easy way to get money to pay your tuition and rent a small flat.

“You don’t look too good today” Minseok spoke, once you invited him in. You only shrugged, as if there was nothing weird in it.

“I just didn’t sleep much lately. And doing groceries is a hassle” you murmured. “Want something to drink?” you asked, peeking into the kitchen; vampires could still eat or drink normal things, which made it only easier for them to accommodate.

“Well, yeah, I pretty much came here for that” he answered, amused, at which you only facepalmed, amazed with your own stupidity. “Your bedroom?”

“Yeah, make yourself at home, I’ll only grab some coffee.”

A few minutes later, coming into your room, you felt a bit better; even though you felt that the coffee you drank would make your body shake soon, especially with the smaller amount of blood in your veins. You learned to make the coffee weaker, but today you really didn’t feel well.

But then, you knew that if he noticed, he’d make it a big deal.

“What’s wrong?”

It was obvious you wouldn’t be able to hide much from him, though.

He sat on your bed, playing with your plushie; he had a habit of placing it on his stomach first thing after sitting there. For some reason, once you became more casual with each other, Minseok took a huge liking in your flat and the lifestyle, always asking you about your studies or what you were doing in your free time. It’s as if it was oriental thing for him, in a way – and it was, a vampire’s life was quite different, it was focused on different things, and his own apartment, as you came to find out not too long ago, was also way different than what people usually have. Despite the place being fairly spacious, his kitchen was small and unused, but scarily clean, as every other surface in the whole apartment.

You crossed your arms, using one of your hands to scratch your neck.

“I’m alright, just tired” you announced, sitting next to him. “How have you been these days?”

Minseok shrugged.

“Pretty busy, things were hectic at work.”

“You look tired.”

“I’ll be alright if I feed, it’s no big deal” he assured you.

“Go ahead then” you smiled, extending your hand in his direction. Minseok usually fed from your wrist, the same spot every time.

“You sure you can handle it?”

You nodded, using your other hand to rest your chin on, your elbow resting on your knee in a pose that could indicate boredom.

The man’s eyes didn’t leave yours, but you just let your eyelids drop, relaxing your muscles.

The pain you felt was plesantly familiar. It almost felt pleasant, your body experienced it so many times before that it didn’t bother you at all; you didn’t even flinch. 

Warmth spread all over your body. Even despite loosing blood, a vampire’s bite had that ultimate effect, and the comfort of apathy enveloped you, making the intrusiveness of the injury almost completely blank.

And then, you felt like you were flying.

* * * 

“.../n]. [F/n]!”

The sound of your name appeared somewhere far away, ripping through the darkness that surrounded you. But you pushed it away, easing yourself back into the sweet silence, as convenient as it was comfortable.

Something moved around you, pressing into your senses, waking up your numb limbs, pulling you out of this pleasurable state with more and more intensity, and you had no choice but to give in, a small sigh escaping your lips at the first indication that you, in fact, were not dead yet.

Your eyes fluttered open and the first thing you saw was Minseok’s face; a very, very worried face.

You gulped, staring back at him for a few painfully long moments.

And then you shut your eyes closed again.

Please, please, go away, yes, I lied to you, yes, I’m sorry, please, don’t be mad at m-

“[F/n].”

You breathed in shakily, and then forced your eyes open once more, your face – expressing the highest guilt as Minseok sighed deeply, shaking his head.

“You alright?”

You sat up; you were lying in your bed all along, you noted, and Minseok was sitting next to you, probably hovering above your unconscious frame until now, panicking his head off over the fact you fainted while feeding; it’s never happened before, he’d never took much enough from you to pass out, maybe feel dizzy for a few minutes, maybe needing a nap to recover, but it’d never been this bad.

He watched as you leaned against the cushions, breathing heavily. You still felt weak, and you didn’t even try to attempt to stand up. You didn’t really want to pass out again.

You slowly recovered. Being handed a bottle of water, you drank some of it, but it almost ended falling out of your grasp, that was when Minseok took it away and placed on the nightstand.

But once he assumed that you were in a relatively communicative shape, he cleared his throat and you glanced up, only to quickly look down again.

You messed up.

“You forgot my rules?”

You awkwardly scratched your arm, looking for a response for a few seconds, but no sensible words were there to assist you, and you pursed your lips, still avoiding the eye contact.

“I saw the marks” he spoke. “What am I supposed to do with you?”

Of course he saw. How long could you try to hide from him that you were selling your blood off to someone else, too? It only happened two times before; both were after the last time Minseok fed from you. But you just lost the small job your had, and feeding one vampire definitely didn’t provide you with enough money to live. 

But Minseok had his rules. You established that the day you started the deal: you were not to let anyone else bite you. It was sensible; vampires that fed off God knows whom, could carry a variety of diseases that went from one to another. Minseok didn’t want to catch anything, for the sake of other people he fed on; he always made sure everyone’s healthy.

“He was clean, I checked” you announced quietly. The fact that you did, in fact, go as far as to check the vampire, meant you weren’t as irresponsible as he thought at first. Or that, at the very least, you sincerely didn’t mean any harm to him or any other people he fed from. 

Minseok sighed yet again, and you’ve never wanted this badly to shrink into yourself.

“It’s not only about that, you know it.”

“Are you mad at me?” You finally raised your eyes.

“Yes.” You stared down again, wrapping arms around yourself. “But I’m also worried. And disappointed, that you didn’t tell me about it. Why did you do that? You can barely handle me alone, your blood isn’t an infinite source, you know?”

He tried to speak calmly, but his voice shook with emotions he tried to conceal. 

“I lost job” you said simply, and you were sure that it was enough to explain everything.

And it must have, because Minseok only let out yet another of his sighs, rubbing his eyes tiredly. You supposed he didn’t get as much blood as he needed – he probably panicked when you fainted. 

“Is that why you didn’t do the groceries?”

You nodded, defeated.

Minseok looked pretty done at this point; like a parent who just found out their kid spent last months hiding a sandwich under the bed, and said sandwich already started to grow life and convened its own government.

“Why didn’t you just tell me? I could have helped you out.”

You let out a dry laughter.

“I wouldn’t expect you to do that, Minseok. You don’t owe me anything.”

“I literally owe you your health.”

You reached to brush your hair with your fingers, bending your knees and leaning your chin on them.

“You already pay me enough” you said. “I’m thankful for that… You don’t owe me anything more.”

“You don’t understand, do you?”

His eyes bore through you, glistening with a red, dangerous hue for a brief moment before regaining their original color. 

“I can’t just stand here and watch you kill yourself as if your blood was all I care about. And even if it was, I need you alive and well to feed. So accept at least this. If it means I’ll have to go do your groceries or make payments to your college myself, I’ll do it, even though I’d rather just help you find a new job. So stop acting as if you don’t see that there’s something more than just mere business between the two of us. Because to me, it seems like a friendship.”

Your breath hitched at his words and you stared at him with your eyes wide. Although you’d known about it for a while before, there was still a string of doubt, something that didn’t allow you to put your full trust in him. 

“I’m sorry” your voice broke and you sniffled. The amount of emotion you felt at the moment started to flow out of you despite your exhaustion, and you wept quietly.

Minseok sighed, taking your wrist and gently pulling you into his chest. His arms wrapped themselves around your fragile frame, and he pet your head, as though you were a hurt animal, or a child that needed comfort. And for a few moments, none of you spoke, as he let you calm down, probably thinking himself what he wants to do with you.

“Shh, it’ll be alright” he whispered, finally pulling away and placing both hands on your shoulders. He’d never been the type to take any sort of offense lightly, and respect in a relationship was the most important thing to him. Yet, here he was, thoughtful and forgiving, easing you into a solution. “Just promise me to never do it again. And not lie to me. I’ll help you. But I need you to trust me, [F/n].”

Out of no other choice, you nodded.

Minseok smiled.

It was alright, you thought. The second chance you were given, would definitely help you out of your trouble. You’d become a better, stronger person, and your friendship would improve as well.

And maybe, one day, turn into something more.

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NO MINSEOK?????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F M O FOR YANDERE KIM MINSEOK PLEASE!

Yes there was no Minseok!! What a disgrace!!!!!!

F-Fight, How would they feel if you fought back against them?

Answered here!

M- Might: How aggressive would they be towards you?

Not really, unless he has a good reason to do otherwise. Minseok controls himself very well and knows to what extend he can push you. But causing you pain is not something he’d usually enjoy, and he doesn’t get mad easily either. 

Minseok is the type to use his brain more than strength surprising when you look at exo as a whole. He doesn’t relish in causing you pain, so as long as you don’t do anything to upset him, he’ll never want to hurt you to begin with. 

And even if you do something to disappoint him, he’ll find a good way to make you give in to him without having to raise his hand at you. And if he decides that, for any reason, you deserve a physical reminder, he’ll opt for something that he can control easily and is ensured that what you feel is exactly what he wants you to, but he feels disgusted with the mere thought of hitting you. He may tie you down and maybe even cut you, but nothing that’d depend on the amount of strength applied in the particular moment. It’s simply too risky and too humiliating - you don’t deserve it. 

He loves and respects you, after all.

O- Oppression- How many rights would they take away from you?

Minseok would do all that’s necessary to keep you by his side. 

He wouldn’t want you to talk to people that don’t approve of him. It also means that he’ll check all your messages to make sure there’s no bad influence. He may actually be the one to hack your social media account and change your password if he assumes that what you do on there is not the best for your relationship (kind of, forget about other men, celebrities or not). 

But at the same time, he won’t admit it, and comfort you instead. And since you have him... you don’t need some silly Tumblr anymore, do you?

Yandere Alphabet

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There was no more perfect way to spend this time than in each other's embrace, and there was no doubt that no party could ever stand against the idda of spending this time in bed.

Minseok laughed at the fact that you managed to escape the rest of EXO, but for once, he felt relieved spending that time away from his group. Sure he missed them. But he missed you twice as much.

Ten, nine...

His arms wrapped loosely around you as you readied two glasses on the bedstand to, soon, fill them with champagne.

Three, two, one...

You almost let the bottle's cap shoot, if not the precious, but unexpected sight that welcomed you when you glanced backwards.

“Babe, are you sleeping?”

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hello rev! do you still take yandere requests? if yes can you do fgh for xiu? would love it so much if you do!

Hello bby! The requests are still open! Here you go uwu!! Love

F-Fight, How would they feel if you fought back against them?

Simply annoyed.

Most of the time, Minseok does what’s - in his opinion - the best for you and your relationship. He’s not the most controlling, because - kind of like Chen - he wants you to submit to him willingly. 

He doesn’t lose chill at your disobedience as easily as Jongdae does, though. He’s more likely to show you that he’s the only one that can ensure your safety, maybe by hiring people to threaten you? 

Overall though, Minseok takes it very seriously. Your reactions are always a sign that there’s something that needs to be fixed; maybe he’d been neglecting you lately? Maybe you’re lacking of something? He’s ready to figure it out. But first of all, he needs to ensure you know your place.

G- Game: How much do they enjoy watching you run and have a fearful expression?

Not really. Minseok is not much of a sadist; he’d more of enjoy it if you decided to fight your own urges to give in to him, by letting him hug or kiss you even though you’re trembling in fear; it’d reassure him that your relationship is going in the right direction. But if you try to purposefully get away from him, he wouldn’t appreciate it at all - see the answer above.

H- Hell: What would be your worst experience with them?

I think Minseok is one of the softer yanderes, not trying to hurt you and being the most caring sunshine towards you and other people. That is, as long as they appreciate your relationship. He wants to be on good terms with your parents, as every good boyfriend would want to be.

But you obviously need to be aware who he is and what tendencies he has. So I think the worst moment would be when you tried to leave him and suddenly found out that everyone around you is against you. Minseok wouldn’t be against bribing - or blackmailing - everyone you know so that in case you try to fight against him, you’d be left completely alone, with no choice but to believe the crushing majority of people around you, all of them saying that you’ve messed up and the best you can do is to go back to him and beg for forgiveness.

Yandere Alphabet

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jesus cats are adorable

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D + Xiumin 💖

D – Dangerous – how scary they can get? How bad things can they do? What’s their ethics?

Minseok is a responsible man. Even as a vampire, he doesn’t lose control over his urges easily. He has high ethical standards and follows them. He lives pretty much like a normal human, believing that he has the right to do so as long as he doesn’t step out of line. In other words, guilt would swallow him up whole if he ever dared to abuse his powers or give in to the blood thirst.

Vampire!AU Alphabet

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soldier!Xiumin x Reader: goodbye.

I just got emotional today and thought I need some sort of comfort but I ended up crying even more. I’m an awful emotional support.

“It’s only two years.”

“Even you don’t see it as only, don’t pretend, please.”

“You’re right. But you need to believe it as only. For the both of us.”

You let out a deep breath and closed your eyes. You were feeling well until now, as though the facts were lingering somewhere out of your reach. But then on this day, they met you with their full force. The sudden truth you’ve been exposed to left you an emotional mess.

A small part of you wanted to disagree, to fight, to do just anything to not let this happen. The reality was beyond your imagination, the prospect of being without him was just too surreal. 

But overall, you knew that you shouldn’t do that. And that if you did, not only wouldn’t it change anything, but it’d also cause even more pain to the two of you. 

You tried to push that small part of you aside, to not let it influence your conscious choices, but it was still there, pulling the tears from your eyes, making your heart ache.

Neither of you wanted it, yet it was a natural thing to happen.

“I’ll wait for you” you announced through tears, trying to look as strong as possible. He didn’t need to feel like you’d fall apart the very moment he found himself out of your sight. “I know you know it. B-but I needed to tell you.”

He was the one to let out a deep breath now, his hand resting gently on your hip to pull you closer and his forehead resting against yours.

“I appreciate that. But you don’t have to. Actually, you shouldn’t. You’re right. It’s too long. I won’t force you to stay here and wait for me when I’m…”

“Minseok…” You cut him off, wrapping arms around his neck and hugging him tightly. His touch still lingered on your waist for a brief moment, as if hesitant, before running to your back and pressing you firmly against himself. When you briefly pulled away, you could see the tiredness visible on his features. He exhausted himself within the last days here, you could tell. It made you even more unable to imagine him in the military. He was a good person, too good for that. Military resembled you of something you didn’t want to see him go through. 

You were worried about him, you realized. More than for yourself, knowing that you’d be alone for these two years, you were worried for his own good. It’d change him, you knew. Even though you were more than sure that he could pull it off just great, that he could be the best, in your head it still didn’t suit him. 

“You know I wouldn’t do that to you” you finally announced, your tone slightly calmer as the reality finally sunk in.

He smiled softly.

“I know you wouldn’t. But I needed to tell you.”

His arms embraced you once again, pulling you into his chest. This time was better, it didn’t hurt as much, as if the agreement you reached created some kind of bond, one that couldn’t be broken by simply being apart overtime.

Said bond kept you two together physically now, in the most desperate touch you’ve ever shared. It engraved the promise deeply in your hearts, burned it out with blazing steel of your devotion. 

Which you weren’t aware of back then, a thought passed through the man’s mind – that maybe, just maybe, if he was to come back to you, the two of you could seal the promise, give yourselves to each other for eternity in the act of marriage. 

But he didn’t dare to say it, knowing that such engagement would tie you to him completely, and he didn’t want to do that to you, not right before having to leave you. 

“[F/n].” He was the one to pull away now, his fingers reaching your jawline and tracing it gently. A reassuring smile brightened up his whole face, so much you couldn’t tell if it was sincere or if he just didn’t want to hurt you anymore. “I love you” he said slowly, making sure you heard every single letter.  Your eyes glistened with tears again, but he didn’t quite catch that because someone just called his name and he turned around, nodding at them. 

A soft, small kiss was placed on your lips, a reserved one, with the emotions kept in check tightly. A reminder that your dream was over, and that it was the time to part. 

“Goodbye.”

You could only nod, not trusting your speech anymore. With one last smile, the touch disappeared and the man turned around. 

No more glances were exchanged, even when you stood there, hopelessly waiting for him to maybe come back, to maybe turn around, to maybe look at you just one, last time.

For the next two years, you’d cry endlessly that you never said you loved him, too. 

The emptiness in your heart would nothing but deepen.

[an-annyeoing-writer]

c d and g for kms please? tyyy!

C – Control – do they take advantage of their powers?

Definitely not for his own pleasure, and Minseok will think it thoroughly before deciding to use them. It may happen though, but he’ll probably do it to defend someone else (or himself), or if he decides that there’s completely no better way to go. 

He’ll still not like to interfere in most of the matters, especially the ones that don’t include him personally.

D – Dangerous – how scary they can get? How bad things can they do? What’s their ethics?

Answered here!

G – Growl – are they more on the “civilized” side or do they enjoy hunting their prey down?

Definitely the civilized side.

It’s not that he’s saint. He still does have urges that he’d rather not have, and thirst is something he has to deal with daily. So if an opportunity resolves, he may take small pleasure in hunting someone down.

But he’ll feel bad for even considering it pleasurable; he’ll do anything to avoid ever giving in to that side of him.

Vampire!AU Alphabet

[an-annyeoing-writer]

*xiumin after military service*

expectations: tough, serious guy, maybe sexy, definitely tough

xiumin in reality: let's make a snowman uwu

[an-annyeoing-writer]

mpy for our fake maknae kms please?

Fake maknae skskskssksk

I won’t quote the questions because I think I already said much enough about it; Minseok is a very self-controlled man with high ethical standards. He won’t kill someone while feeding nor hurt anyone to begin with unless the situation forces him to; he’s a pacifist and a good person, who has a good hold on his vampiric nature. That’d be it uwu!

[an-annyeoing-writer]

EXO Yandere Headcanons

Please keep in mind these are yandere headcanons, and therefore they: - don’t portray EXO members as they truly are; - may include potentially triggering themes, such as abusive relationships, drug use and violence; - are still only headcanons, based off my own interpretation of how the members’ personality could work in this AU, but not being the only/wrong perception in comparison to what other writers/readers may prefer.

Xiumin

Minseok is a very patient and understanding person, who is also very well aware of his own weaknesses. As a matter of fact, he knows what he feels and that it’s not socially acceptable. But he doesn’t feel a particular need to fight this part of him, instead, he opts to hide it for the time being because he knows how dangerous it may be. He goes as a completely innocent person and for a long time, even you don’t know what’s up his sleeve.

Only when he feels safe and ensured that you’re too engaged emotionally to leave him, does he allow himself to loosen up. He slowly eases you into feeling more and more dependant on him, his purpose is to make you his pet, and for him, it’s like an enjoyable game to win over your self preservation and social instincts. He takes his time pushing you into complete obedience.

Whatever your reaction to his suggestions is, he doesn’t deem to hurt you, he may only change his strategy because he believes he can achieve what he wants with proper approach more than getting physical or threatening you. He still respects you as a person and knows what he’s doing is not normal, so he understands why you’d want to reject him. 

Outside, he never shows it though. To the world, he’s the same good man as always, and with you - he’s soft as well, not wanting to get on your bad side and knowing that your trust is crucial here. If he ever feels like he’s overdoing it, he’ll want to fix it so that what he achieves doesn’t ruin your mental state and if you’re to ever break up, you’ll be able to carry on your life (while still making you, for the time being, unable to imagine life without him). He feels responsible for you, especially since he knows how toxic his doings are.

Suho

He’s a natural leader; he always stays in control and you were aware of this trait before you two even started dating. Maybe it was exactly what attracted you? His personality makes it easy to depend on him, so since the very beginning of your relationship you naturally become the inferior part. 

His way of controlling you is subtle, there’s no red flags, no danger that you could sense earlier. He’s protective like any boyfriend would be, and that - you can accept. It’s more about the way he always keeps his eye on you and hints whom you should and shouldn’t meet, not restraining you but choosing how your life should go. Since his superiority is natural, you’re actually more willing to listen to him, because he gives off the aura of “I know what’s the best for you”.

He’s very thoughtful and keeps his doubts to himself, working his way to wrapping you around his finger without you (or anyone else) realizing it. He slowly makes you depend on him more and more, until it’s you who clings onto him, never the other way around; he makes you believe it’s you who needs him to even breathe.

He doesn’t need to use violence or threats. The toxicity he provides is subtle enough to go unnoticed, and as long as you don’t want to leave him, no one will notice how broken had your mentality become, with you being unable to make decisions of your own, or panicking if you don’t see him for a little too long. But he also trusts you, and knows that you wouldn’t leave him, hence why he doesn’t mind providing you some freedom. Well, unless you don’t want it anymore, of course.

Lay

Yixing sees you as an angel since the very beginning, perceiving you as the best that could ever happen to him or to the world itself. You’re perfect and all he could ever dream of. It looks innocent and pure at first, and so does your relationship. But Lay sees the world as a potential source of corruption, and he’s ensured only he can protect you from it. Although at first he sees you as a blessing, praying so that you’d never leave him, the trust you put in him is a proof that only he can keep you safe.

He naturally wants you to cut down contact with the outside world, including going out (he can take care of you, so you don’t need to leave), or people (friends? Family? Nah-ah, they’ll only want to corrupt you). If you don’t do anything against it, he’ll slowly deprive you of everything that’s not him. But if you try to struggle - he’ll think that it’s the world’s fault for putting lies in your head, and he has to help you, since he believes he does only what’s the best for you. In the end, you cannot escape him.

He never gets violent or mad at you, because no mistake you make is actually your fault; instead, he wants you to understand and accept him. But if necessary, he’ll restrain you physically so that you don’t go around hurting yourself. He doesn’t want to cause you pain or leave bruises on you, so he’s more likely to lock you somewhere than to tie you down. He may be up to drug use if he can’t get you follow him out of your own free will, but he’ll always be endlessly careful with these.

The only way for him to lose confidence in his doings is to see you change under his care, to see your personality and mental health wither under his influence, and even though he’d rather you don’t try to fight him, when he sees you give up it’ll cause him to think that he may, too, be corrupting you; any signs that what he’s doing to you causes you harm will be hurtful to him as well.

Baekhyun

The cheerful, innocent person Baekhyun usually is, is definitely somewhat real. It’s the side you see every day, the one friends and fans see as genuine. But there’s also another part of him - the one that shows at times during performances, and in some other occasions, but which he works well to keep in charge and show only if desired, so it looks like a made-up stage persona, even if it’s not.

When you two meet, he knows that he doesn’t want to scare you out with his other self, and he works on keeping himself in check. But the more you two engage emotionally, the harder it becomes to control himself. He finds himself urging to show his other side to you, and the very moment emotions overcome his common sense, is when he'll start to change, sometimes still being your sweet boyfriend, but sometimes becoming someone you don’t recognize; a possessive person who treats you like a playtoy. 

You’ll probably consider it just an act at first, maybe even find it attractive (especially since he'll only behave like this in bedroom at first) - and it may take quite long, because his personality will develop with time; Baekhyun will allow himself more and more, until you realize it’s no act, and he may suddenly lock you up for days, until he decides you’ve had enough or until his soft side takes over again.

Baekhyun’s evil side can get violent, threaten you and physically restrain your freedom. He doesn’t care for rules or punishments, because all he does is for his enjoyment, and he just does to you what he feels like doing. But that violent side can easily change into the soft, clingy one, and at those moments, when he’s more of “himself”, Baekhyun will plead for you not to leave him, to reassure him because at this point, he’s just as scared as you are.

Chen

Jongdae has a heart of a giver, that much you conclude fairly quickly. He’s always ready to sacrifice himself for other people, so of course everyone appreciates him in their lives. It makes it impossible to hate him, and it’s what probably made you fall for him as much as you did. However, as the person he feels strongly about but also comfortable around, you become his way to maintain the balance - with how much he gives, he takes it all back from you. 

He’s ready to grant almost every wish of yours, but such honor has its price. You should be grateful for his presence in your life and always deem to please him, to do what’s the best for your relationship and never try to disobey his own wishes; if he asks you to cut down contact with your family, you’re supposed to do that - otherwise, it shows how ungrateful you are. He’ll complain and whine a lot, acting like he’s the one hurt there, until you do what he expects you to. After all, how dare you hurt such angel?

His word is a command, and he guides you into believing that you simply owe him obedience and submission. If necessary, he’ll make people hate you, either by spreading gosspis or making up scenes that look like you’re hurting him or being unfair, and since he’s an angel, everyone will believe him; in the end, you won’t have anyone else in the world but him.

He’s never violent, but he always let you know that you do something he doesn’t like, even by as much as scolding you and pointing out your mistakes in front of other people. His punishments are cruel and deem to scare you more than cause you pain; he may leave you alone somewhere you can’t get out of, or expose you to something you’re really afraid of. But he’ll always make sure you’re safe afterwards, because after all, he’s such a good boyfriend, isn’t he?

Chanyeol

Chanyeol is a sweetheart for most of the time, and that much everyone knows. Even to you, he tries to be as good as possible. The darker parts of his mind are something he’s not fully aware nor in control of. He doesn’t mean any harm to you or your friends, sometimes it just... happens.

His main trigger is jealousy. He’d probably be a perfect boyfriend if not for that. He doesn’t get jealous too easily because he trusts you - but when he really feels like his position is threatened, he may instantly turn violent towards whoever is trying to take you away. His anger is something he cannot control, and he won’t stop until his thirst for blood is satiated or until someone resetrains him physically. It’s impossible to calm him down, he’ll end up arrested more than once. 

If it’s you who gave him a reason to worry - he may snap at you, even get physical. He'll yell a lot and maybe lock you up somewhere; his wrath is primal, he won’t make up any sorts of punishments, he’ll just act on his anger until he calms down. He may cause you pain by grabbing you too roughly, but he has to be really mad to punch or slap you; if it ever happens, he’s very likely to realize that he’s gone too far and actually needs to calm down before he does something he may regret.

Just like Baekhyun, he also has those soft moods, especially hours after a burst out, and he regrets every single bad thing he’d said or done to you. The fact he doesn’t control himself terrifies him and causes him to be awfully insecure with himself, and he believes that you’re the only one who can help him in any way. Whether you actually can or not - he’ll do anything to keep you by his side.

D.O

I think Kyungsoo is the type to hide his emotions when he’s not sure of them just yet. He takes his time and doesn’t “jump” into anything sudden. The relationship of the two of you develops constantly, which means he demands more and more of you, to the point of everything in your lives becoming common. I see him as a type to give into a relationship everything he has and expect no less in return; even though it takes time, he eventually engages himself fully. The thing is, you have no choice but to do the same.

He may get annoyed if you refuse, or if you need more time to adjust than he thinks you should. He perceives himself as a very patient and understanding person, so when he actually finds something wrong in your behavior, there're no excuses - you have to change.

He makes sure you know how good he is to you, so the only way to make him soften is to appreciate his efforts and actually engage as much as he does. He has his perfect vision of your relationship, and he’ll push you into it until you finally achieve it. But then, he always sees a room for improvement; his demands never stop, and the only way to please him is to do exactly what he says the very moment he does.

He only gets violent if it’s necessary. If anything bad happens, it’s most likely on you (but he doesn’t like to punish you - he’d rather you acknowledge your wrongs); if needed, he’ll also let the surrounding people know not to mess with you, but it won’t happen often. He won’t cut you off the world, he wants you to live your life; to attend the school he chooses and then work where he wishes for you to (the best is wherever he is as well). Your circle of friends will also depend on his liking. 

Kai

Jongin lives with his own vision of a relationship. He imagines the two of you as a perfect couple, meant for each other, but what he sees, is not necessarily you. It means that he wants you to nothing but change to suit his fantasies. He gets mad at you easily, and doesn’t hesitate before scolding you wherever you are at the moment, as if you were more of a pet than his beloved.

He wants the world to see you two as he imagines, but it’s not really likely to happen due to his unpredictable behavior. He’s calm and composed most of the time, but he snaps if you do something he doesn’t approve of, becoming violent, humilating and degrading you, even in front of other people, because he believes he has the right to do so.

His purpose is to train you and nothing you do may make him change his mind. His punishments may be unpredictable and painful, but they’re always meant for you to learn your lesson. More than to love you, he wants to selfishly own you. Just like Baekhyun, he has this darker side in him, but he doesn’t see anything wrong in it. He may take out his anger on you, treating you as an object to use more than a person with feelings.

Once you accept your place, he may become more lenient with you. Having to tend to you is troublesome to him as well, so he’s more comfortable when you actually do as he pleases. Since he may sometimes not be willing to care for you and leave you somewhere for weeks even, it may seem like he’s getting bored of you. But it’s not the case. He doesn’t have to see you to feel comfortable with the thought that you’re there waiting for him, no matter if out of your free will or locked up.

Sehun

As the youngest in the group, Sehun is often supposed to give way to others. It doesn’t mean he does that though, he doesn’t care much about rules, but it’s still some sort of obligation that weighs on his mind. To make it even in a way, he sees you as someone even lower than himself. 

Kind of like Kai, he wants to own you, but he works his way there, not claiming you effortlessly but actually being a good man, and then boyfriend to you, until he finally “wins” your heart. Which doesn’t mean he’ll get bored with you - you’re his prize and you’re supposed to stay by his side. He doesn’t treat you badly for no reason either, he usually keeps his vile thoughts to himself until he decides you need to be reminded of your place - only then will he tell you all about how he owns you and your life’s purpose should be to stay by his side and serve him, acting as though you’ve been pretty naive to ever think of yourself differently than that.

He’s actually pretty protective of you, not wanting anyone to touch and harm what’s his, but also helping you get through all your hardships and making sure you stay healthy, since he still loves you and wants you to be well. Unlike what it may seem, he treasures your presence, believing you deserve to be important, just not as important as him. Simply stating, he puts himself before you, but he still puts you above the rest of the world, even though what he tells you may hint otherwise.

He doesn’t get upset (especially with you) easily and doesn’t want to mess with you too badly, but he still likes to show his dominance so he’ll usually only do it in the bedroom, treating you like a slave, ordering you around and making you please him, but not necessarily causing you actual harm. Other than that, he expects obedience, but he doesn’t get violent; his superior gaze and words alone are enough to make you realize it’s in your best interest to submit.

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